want to belong here..but some thing feels so wrong here

another day of frustration. oh wells. looks normal, feels weird inside. i feel uneasy inside.
funny things happened today, yes pls refer to joyce's blog for details. not in the mood to write funny stuff. =/ anyway, today is my early day, went home early. stone. online. lie on my blue bed, stare on my blue ceiling. walked out of my blue world. took out my blue file and blue pencil case. stone again. yes i do love blue. it calms me down. somehow it doesn't help to calm me down today. wats going on in me i have no idea. alright. shall continue to act normal.